Tue
May
22
how am i going to be a full time pharmacist when i’m already o so tired after 5 days of working 8-9 hours. =/
my legs want to fall off and run away from me.
and i miss working out..been on the longest hiatus in awhile.
work just drains me…i have zero energy by the time i get off. and then by the time i wake up it’s back to work i go. hate mid-day shifts.
can’t wait for the next 6 days off before 2wks of 80 hour rotations start. blehhhhh
good bye world.
Tue
May
15
“There is nothing I would not do for those who are really my friends. I have no notion of loving people by halves, it is not my nature.”
― Jane Austen, Northanger Abbey
Fri
May
4
learned something important today…or more like was reminded..
no matter how big your problems may seem, someone, somewhere is going through something worse.
it’s one thing for me to have to face my problems alone and stick it through or whatever…but man..i can’t handle knowing someone i care about feels that way—alone and unable to turn to anyone for help. or that no one could ever understand. i hate that so many of us go along our days sooo completely oblivious about the people around us. we don’t ever stop and worry about others. and i hate that i am guilty of it. i have been walking around in my own head worrying about my sad little problems and never realizing that someone i really cared about was going through a lot…and someone i really cared about needed me but didn’t think they could turn to me. i had to take initiative to find out what was really going on…and that was all it took… someone to just check up on you…
i wish i did it sooner..and i wish i could do more. i wish i could take away all the sadness and ease the worries…but i’m glad i did something at the least.
today i didn’t let myself have any problems because they’re all so insignificant in comparison..it’s a joke.
